September 17, 2023

 

Hi again! It's been a minute.

I'm doing a bit better now than I was, before. Just the ups and downs of the battle on depression, I suppose.

I went on a drive around town today! Got some prescriptions filled, went out an ate food with my aunts, etc. That was pretty fun. Oh, and one aunt took a look at my wrist! She said she doesn't think I have carpool tunneling, but it could develop into it. Just do some excersises and I'll be fine. So... I suppose I'll start doing that and see if it helps.

hmmm....

I've been talking to a lot more people recently! Online friends, mostly. Isn't is incredible that people can connect from so far away? I feel like I've finally gotten a little closer to a friend group I've known for about a year now, and I've been chatting a lot one-on-one with another friend. We even video-chatted! Isn't that cool? It feels good to have some interaction. It makes me feel a little less lonely, yknow? I'm actually waiting for her right now while I'm writing this, haha

I'm having to always battle those thoughts of "im annoying them" or "im unpleasant to talk to" while chatting, but I think im getting better at ignoring that? If I was annoying them, they wouldn't be talking to me, simple as that. I need to remember that.