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Burning Bush | Castor, 5/9/26

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It was commanded

A fire upon a bush

 

Leaves untouched

Limbs unscorched

A message from God

 

A direction

A sentence

the search for Moses

 

Conviction of condemnation

His life pre-written

 

Moses heard his calling

Exodus to Leviticus

Numbers to Deuteronomy

 

The Lord, brandishing his rod

Gifted him a life

Gifted him a purpose

 

If I saw a burning bush

Fear would root

My feet to the ground

 

An anomaly of my nature

A providential calling

 

If I saw a burning bush

If I saw a message from God

If I saw a divine direction

 

I would only

Be able

To run

 

I am not Moses

I am not a saint

I am not what he needs

 

Moses heard his calling

Moses yielded, pendulous

 

I have never once

been able to give

what others need


Diagnosis | Castor, 5/24/26

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F43.12

You've known for a long time

 

F33.2

75 mg. Concerta.

10 mg. Propenalol

Twice daily for

intended results.

 

F41.1

You were not surprised

Deep down, us and we are singulars

Facets

 

Diagnostic Justifications

Client expresses feelings of____________.

Chronic. Post Traumatic.

 

Recurrent episode of_________________.

Severe.

Humanity is memory.

Connection.

I exist only by the lack of such.

I feel as if

I am retained

within a dream.

 

Tell me something that excited you.

Tell me a happy memory.

Tell me what you did yesterday.

Tell me something.

Tell me anything.

 

R/O_______________.

How am I real when I have nothing?

 

You were not surprised

It was an answer

 

What did we learn?

F33.2.

F43.12

F41.1

 

Diagnostic justification

R/O Dissociative Identity Disorder


Prayer | Castor, 5/24/26

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You repeat it so often

It's less of a mantra

And more of a prayer

 

I need to get out of here

I need to get out of here

I need to get out of here

@Repth
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