June 24, 2023

 

Wellll, I didn't get to go to the con. Time, money, etc kept me from going-- but honestly that's fine because that means i get more time to work on my cosplays, hehe! I finally got the stuff for a wolfwood one together... I just have to finish the punisher, now. Maybe I'll link a picture here when I get done? That could be fun

Anyways, I finally got another job, which is relevant I guess bc its giving me more money to pay for cosplay shit, lol. And it's really cool!!! I get to etch and make designs for tombstones and then paint them... literally, that is so cool to me I'm so ecstatic. It's definitely the kind of thing I'm going to shove into all my future ocs lol.

oh oh, speaking of which: I'm finally focusing on my own ocs a bit more. Like, fleshing out their designs and all. I haven't had solid designs that I like for them since I made them about 4 years ago, so the fact that I'm finally at a point art-wise where I can flesh them out more makes me so happy! One of these days I will rant about them in the aus and ocs section of this website, haha. I keep promising myself I'm going to make a webcomic about them one day. I hope I get to, they mean a lot to me.

I'm a little all-over-the-place this time around, lol, but its been a minute since I've updated this thing. I gotta keep future-me informed for when she decides to read through all of these (if you're reading this: hi!!!! i love you!!!). Oh, and happy pride month!

Mm. Maybe I should say something with more substance, for the holiday

It's wild how fast this year has gone by for me. A minute ago it was January, and a second ago I was graduating high school. This entire month has just... flown by. It's a little sad that I haven't gotten to celebrate this month like I wanted to, especially since I'm slowly becomming more comfortable with my queerness. Maybe next year, hopefully. It has felt really good seeing all the queer content online though. It makes me feel warm... like I'm being seen. Especially since I'm unable to be open about it in the area I live in.

Long siigghh. I'm going to be sooo mad when July passes by in a flash, too, and I have to go start college, haha. Hopefully it won't be as hard on me as highschool work was.